The Question is, When ?

Its just happiness that i seek,
why would i want you to feel the guilt.

Its for the sake of relation we build,
in my sorrows i found you as my shield.

Thou i know your emotion for me are killed,
but mine for you are still filled.

What i ask for, is just a conversation,
but i am far away from your observation.

I will always try to get back the old days,
but you have left me with no other ways.

Being alone have started to be a pain,
why on me doesn't happiness rain ?

All my feelings are going in vain,
i know you would be there for me.
But the question is, WHEN ?